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and so here i am...

deciding that offspring would be nice
three or four
- two boys and a girl or two boys two girls -
if only it worked that way.


not wanting to be solo forever
wishing for something worth it,
not just a a nothing
wanting it to be everything



wouldn't it be just lovely?
for it all to be?
is that being selfish? wanting it all...?



praying for guidance
a path
to where i need to be
where i should be
where You want me

purify my heart / let me as gold, pure gold...
... my heart's one desire


where has all this come from?
i'm tired yet feeling like a burst of thoughts
needing to be put down

oh, i feel like dancin' / it's foolishness I know ...


thinking of the music
and how it makes me feel



and now just wanting to sleep and dream.









...

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