a simple little paper crane.
is that supposed to make it all better?
getting too much into television
once again
i have come to the conclusion
that i am truly LAME,
and "giant" loser (and i say "giant" in my Madagascar voice, for those who have seen the animated movie).
been a long couple of weeks:
studying. long weekend. worked. studied some more. tried not to get sick. worked. had a little fun. worked some more.
and all the while having some caffeine or five in between.
what have i been upto in the last little while?
(too much or not enough)
been learning about babies and fish and histology
been reading the news in any form that i can get a hold of - latest: earthquake in the big island!
been cd-ing a lot LESS; weird and sad, but oh-so true.
been realizing and not caring and yeah.
been stupid and not thinking about what i say and do and then again realizing that i don't care - which has somewhat become a problem.
been watching too much t.v. (read above) - mostly wed/thurs and hockey, which i miss.
been complacent and tired, but somehow still alive.
been feeling defeated and a little bit anxious about the future as most (if not all) early twenty-somes that i know... in my quarter-life-crisis --- although i hate the idea of feeling sorry for myself, it sounds like i am sometimes; not knowing what to do or where to go or who to talk to or if i should talk at all, and how to feel
this'll only keep on going...
at this moment,
my only hope is that i get to watch the first ppv game tomorrow night
the nux go against the oilers...
getting too much into television
once again
i have come to the conclusion
that i am truly LAME,
and "giant" loser (and i say "giant" in my Madagascar voice, for those who have seen the animated movie).
been a long couple of weeks:
studying. long weekend. worked. studied some more. tried not to get sick. worked. had a little fun. worked some more.
and all the while having some caffeine or five in between.
what have i been upto in the last little while?
(too much or not enough)
been learning about babies and fish and histology
been reading the news in any form that i can get a hold of - latest: earthquake in the big island!
been cd-ing a lot LESS; weird and sad, but oh-so true.
been realizing and not caring and yeah.
been stupid and not thinking about what i say and do and then again realizing that i don't care - which has somewhat become a problem.
been watching too much t.v. (read above) - mostly wed/thurs and hockey, which i miss.
been complacent and tired, but somehow still alive.
been feeling defeated and a little bit anxious about the future as most (if not all) early twenty-somes that i know... in my quarter-life-crisis --- although i hate the idea of feeling sorry for myself, it sounds like i am sometimes; not knowing what to do or where to go or who to talk to or if i should talk at all, and how to feel
this'll only keep on going...
at this moment,
my only hope is that i get to watch the first ppv game tomorrow night
the nux go against the oilers...
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