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so there was another one of those again today... |each time|

"beware: abortion genocide photos ahead"but then they were being blocked by a line of "choose" signs, and the cops could only watch the silent battle between the two sides.

some walked by, some stopped by, some mocked, some may not have even noticed...

each time i noticed, which was each time i walked past, i thought about going to join in, but got scared; the thought of seeing pictures of murders of innocent human beings just made me sick to my stomach.
each time i walked near the area, i couldn't help but look even though i have seen the same standoff many times during my last four years at school.
each time i thought, "why/how could anyone condone killing of ANY sort?!"

i had a moment of doubt when someone said that they may feel differently if they themselves were in a tough situation in which they may have to choose...
and i thought, "what if i was too?", but then i remember a thought, a discussion, a promise that i had during a time - a long, long time ago - when i just COULD have been in a situation, and i remembered how i had faith strong enough to do what's right and that there's no way i could even imagine doing anything to harm anyone... especially myself.

i can get into a whole thing about this... but i guess that's all i can say for now... but sometimes it just gets to me.

and sometimes, i wish i could do more about it.









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